Mutant Diet Phase 12 Day 11

I still want Wonder Woman and maybe a woman Green Lantern to show up on TV. Alberta worries me.

Mutant Diet Phase 12 Day 11
I compiled the numbers for yesterday and the activity in steps was off. Totally due to weather. It sucks right now. But in the evening, the carbohydrate attack is still ongoing. I simply can’t touch anything like an organic corn chip. I need to deal with this or I’m going to be very mad when I don’t perceive results.

This is boring, but when I get home, I have to simply grab what I’m allowed and then stay out of the kitchen. I’ll have to repeat this to myself multiple times throughout the day in order to achieve it.

This is really embarrassing. To have to admit that your own will and planning power can’t beat the cravings is stupid. What is going on in my head at 5:30 PM? It’s not like I’m going to starve to death.

There’s enough embarrassment in my life. I don’t need more.

Oh, for the record I ate 190 calories of good chocolate over a 30-minute period and it lessened the craving discomfort. However, I was hungry again shortly after and a small amount of peanuts helped.

Someone can explain the bio chemistry to me and I’d listen.